There will be days when you just do not know if you have the strength to keep going.

You do.

There will be days when you wonder if your vision will ever come to life.

It will.

There will be days when you wonder if you are deluded to think that things can change.

You are not.

There will be days when you feel like you are alone in the battle and there is simply no one out there who cares or loves you.

You are not alone and there is someone who cares.

Some days you need to simply…


You can’t afford this…

You can’t afford that…

You don’t have time to live out your vision and bring it to life…

You don’t know if you are cut out for business…

You don’t know if there are any good ones left in the world to forge a great relationship with…

You are suspicious of this coach and that mentor…

You keep waiting for someone to come prove themselves to you…

You keep waiting for your finances to turn around while you keep doing the same old, same old thing…

Man!!! I look at you and it makes me sigh…


Will you please stop fighting with yourself?

Will you please stop fighting for a life that you do not want?

Will you please stop taking one scared little step forward and then running back into the darkness because someone looked at you funny or you had a random scared thought?

Honey, stop allowing money to control you…

Stop allowing fear to control you…

Just choose to follow your calling and put one foot in front of the other day by day by day!

Keep your eyes firmly on the vision and ask “What is the best & most joyous thing…


Then you get to keep KEEPING it too…

I was you for a little while…

Convinced that I could not get the life I desired and so I started to shoot down anything that tried to tell me there was another way…

It worked for everyone else…

All those special other people…

Who seemed to have it easier than me…

And now they were trying to tell me there was another way!

YEAH WHATEVER!

They just wanted my money…

They just wanted to make me hope again…

And then like everything that had happened before, I would be out in…


Someone taught you that it was not safe to be you…

They stole your childlike boldness…

You put on a front…

Tried to be what they wanted…

And now, you struggle to show up…

You long for change…

You know you have something to offer the world…

But you just cannot seem to shake the feeling that no one will like the real you…

Honey, it is time you stopped believing that…

It is time the real you, came up for air…

It is time you did the internal work to shake that VERY LIMITING belief, especially in these days…


Being spiritual does not mean that the Divine comes to save the day while you bury your head in the sand, telling yourself you are ‘manifesting’!!!! or some other such nonsensical thing

I learnt that the hard way.

I learnt that I could pray, beg, plead, affirm and decree forever about whatever I wanted to…

But if I wanted change then I HAD TO CHANGE!

Guess what?! If you do want to live a wealthy, free, purpose-driven life, you are gonna have to figure out how to serve more people…

It is that simple…

And yet for a long time…


Recently, I was doing a livestream when a very successful friend of mine showed up and changed the game for that livestream by simply sharing it to a page with over 15 million people…

Yesterday, my husband and I were speaking about a new opportunity for increased flexibility and freedom that had showed up in his consulting business…

And the thing that popped into my mind at each of these things, was the fact that we had planted seeds a long, long time ago in order for this fruit to now appear.

Everyone wants the overnight success…

I no longer…


I realised recently that I was being a little chicken!

Let me explain…

I believe, or at least I always say that I believe, that everything I desire can be achieved and created…

I consider myself to be a person of faith and I believe in the deliberate design of life…

And yet, on that morning, as I sat down to spend some quiet time with the Divine and also to write out my goals, I was reminded that I was being very vague on my goals.

I was limiting what I asked for because there was a part of…


A few years ago, I got sick and tired of having many, MANY ideas and only talking and thinking about them…

I knew in my heart of hearts that i was here for something more.

I had sung all the songs…

Gotten pretty excited about it all in my teenage years at church…

Told people even all the things I dreamt of doing…

But I ALLOWED

Debt

Fear

Overwhelm

Lack of clarity

Responsibilities

get in the way…

I still remember my 25th or 26th birthday and the despair, I felt as I realised I was that much closer to…


You are angry…

Justifiably so…

Someone hurt you, took you in…

You trusted them and they did not come through…

And they left you high and dry…

And now, you cannot let it go…

You keep looking back, seeing how they could have done better…

Going over conversations in your mind…

Lurking and watching them on social media…

Getting riled up every time you see them because they seem to be doing okay while you are suffering…

And deeper than your annoyance with them, is your annoyance with yourself…

That you let this happen…

That you did not see it…

Rosemary Nonny Knight

Leave the past behind, rediscover your true design, live free, fulfilled, financially abundant & love-drenched.👉 RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/bookfree 👈

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