How I Transitioned from £50k Debt, Bankruptcy, Stagnancy and Depression to Living a Life of Purpose, Abundance, Fulfilment, Freedom
It was 2010…
I had just had my third baby…
I had gone bankrupt 4 years prior…
Been depressed for that 4 year period…
Lost all my motivation, felt completely blank inside…
The only shining light in my life were my kids but I felt like a failure even to them…
And I was STILL BROKE!
I was a pharmacist, for freak’s sake…
This should not have been my lot…
And yet, here I was…
Depressed and facing returning to full time 60–80 hours work each week AGAIN! Nothing wrong with that in itself but I wanted to home educate, I did not want to put my children in child care — They were mine to look after — I did not want to give them away to someone else, especially not after the way I had been brought up!
I had tried and tried and TRIED various businesses leading up to the bankuptcy…
and still after years of trying to find financial independence, in those pre-children years, I had failed! DISMALLY!
And now, I was going to have to return to more than FULL TIME WORK doing something I hated! AAAAArgh!
(I am not completely sure why I thought anything would have changed, I had been burying my head in the sand, feeling sorry for myself since the bankruptcy, hoping that my hubby might save the day or that God would send me the lottery money or something. )
And let me not tell you my story of being in foster care for the first 5 years of my life — I knew my foster carer more than my own mum…
Being wrenched away from that back to Africa where I learnt to be afraid as armed robbers came and went, leaving death and injury behind them…
Where I never felt like I truly belonged anywhere…
Where uncles and male family friends tried to take advantage of me sexually…
And I could trust no one to really have my back…
And no, it was not all bad — there were some beautiful moments but overall, I came out of all that wounded…
And when I thought I had escaped all the wounding, my wounds caused me to wound myself even more by making poor decisions, seeking approval from places that I really should not have been looking. I allowed myself to be a victim of my past and present…
And finally I got done with all the sad story and thankfully, LOVE MET ME!
The one constant in my life has always been God (Papa), but I had had moments, long long moments when I was sure He too was against me because surely if I was His beloved then He would swoop in like a Knight in shining armour and save the day but where the heck WAS HE?
There I was, begging and pleading with the heavens wondering when He would pay attention to me!
And then on hitting rock bottom and finally making the decision to WAKE THE HELL UP! I realised there was so much refinement that needed to be done because religion had caused me to think of Papa weirdly…
But despite that, I knew I was created in His Image and that my salvation could only come from getting to know my maker…
To cut an even longer story short, I began a spiritual journey that led me deeper into who I am…
That caused me to remember my divine nature…
To remember that I am powerful…
To remember the call on my life
And from that place, I healed, I began to walk…
I have made a few wrong turns and even almost went bankrupt AGAIN so I do not claim that this journey has been easy all the time…
But always Papa helped me redirect…
And now life is very different
I am free from most of the nonsense of the past…
I am fulfilled in a way I could only have dreamt of before… (Oh man, everytime I think of this, I well up inside at how I could have stayed stuck)
I live a great life with my family — One that I would never have guessed at, ten years ago…
And most important to me, I live my purpose…
And Papa and I co-created it all…
I wake up daily KNOWING that this is what I am born for and kinda pinching myself that I get to do this! (yep, I have down-in-the-dump times but overall, I love my life!)
And you can too.
Whatever your story, if you are done with…
Feeling frustrated that you are not where you want to be…
Feeling like your self-esteem is at an all time low…
Feeling like you are walking around with a false smile on your face, trying to pretend all is well when a part of your soul feels like it is dying…
Fed up with being angry and resentful…
Fed up with feeling abandoned…
Fed up with feeling that everyone is out to get you…
Fed up with feeling uncertain about what you are here to do…
Fed up with KNOWING that you are born for more and somehow waking up every single day to LESS!
And you are ready to step things up…
To transition from a place of darkness to a place where you feel like the light has finally been switched on, then I invite you to a spiritual journey — TRANSITION — Like the Israelites of old, like me more recently, you are called and invited to join me for 8 weeks of deep dive exploration of you…
To remember who you are…
So that you can step into abundance, fulfilment and freedom…
Sometimes, the road will seem YUK
Sometimes, you will feel amazing…
Whichever, this is not a journey to take without a support system in place…
Though I know you are that person who struggles to trust, I also know that you long for change…
And this is not about whether you are strong or not…
The truth is that only the strong will join me on this journey…
Everyone else is too busy blaming the world for their problems and that will not work on this journey.
So, if you are ready for the journey of a lifetime, pop over now to RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/40daytransition and find out what is on offer and join on in!
So come join me for the transition journey…
Get on the phone with me every 14 days starting Sunday 30th September (Private clients pay $2500 a month for this)
Do the daily work of affirmations and journalling — Just 20 minutes a day
Be willing to share your heart so that you can heal in the safe space that is the private incubator…
Surely it is time to wake up and be all you are born to be.
RosemaryNonnyKnight.com/40daytransition
Join me, honey, for a 40 day deep dive spiritual journey…
- A journey to reconnect in a more powerful way with Source/God/Universe — This is where you get wisdom, love, comfort, power. As you reconnect even more powerfully with your higher power, you remember more completely that you are created powerful, created to win, created to speak things into existence. You have heard of the law of attraction, well, there ain’t gonna be no attraction happening without this divine intimacy.
- A journey through forgiveness — You need to be clear, completely CLEAR on the inside because honey, if not, someone or something is pulling your strings and you may not even know it. You are tied to them in ways that keep you in lack, unable to create fulfilling relationships and unable to live a purposeful life because your every move, whether you realise it or not is being controlled by THEM or IT! You must be free!
- A journey away from shame, guilt, blame, fear — all the things that keep you away from your prosperous life. If you feel these emotions, your time, energy, power is LITERALLY STOLEN FROM YOU as you do things to appease these emotions, spend time with people who drain your energy and ultimately DO NOTHING to design the life you want.
- A journey back to trust — Trusting yourself, trusting your higher power, trusting others when it is right to do so, trusting your calling — You have forgotten that you are capable of your calling and the crazy amazing time is this, we are entering an era where those who truly choose to pursue their purpose will find themselves head and shoulders ahead of the curve because the world is increasingly getting automated and people are losing the mundane jobs that they did not even want to do. Well, it is time to trust the call on your life
- A journey past mental and emotional blocks and triggers — Do you even realise that you are being triggered all the time and that those triggers are keeping you in an endless loop — repeating the same patterns again and again. You are born to walk a fulfilled path, a freedom road — It is time to get past the nonsense, look to see what needs to heal and do the inner work to make it so. You need support for this. I wish I could tell you that you can do this alone but how is it working out of you to try that? Be real and go after the life you really want.
- A journey to transcend the pain of the past — It is time to realise that you are not really as stuck as you think. It is just that the pain overshadows you and in some ways, you have gotten so used to living with the pain that you do not realise how much it stifles you. How much it has you in its grasp, keeping you feeling confused and unclear. It is time to learn to live above the pain and then be able to heal the pain when it does not hold you so tightly within its grasp
- A journey to remember your power, your divine nature, your purpose — Life is not happening to you. You are creating it but we need to get a lot more deliberate about creating it — this is hard to do when all you have ever known is people around you feeling like victims of circumstance and all you have ever been conditioned to think is that you need to wait for some help from on high. It is time to remember your creative abilities as you own your purpose, your true nature.
- A journey to bring that purpose to life, living out of it, creating abundance through it — We will also cover how to soar while living out the purpose on your life. Yes, you will gain clarity on what it is and then you will learn strategies for putting you and your thing out into the marketplace. Building a side hustle that allows you full expression of our gifts and then moving on into a full blown life that only includes living out the call on your life and monetising it. Learn how to handle money and attract it more easily than ever before!
IT IS TIME TO TRANSITION to a place of wholeness, prosperity, peace and purpose
http://rosemarynonnyknight.com/40daytransition
Much Amazing Love
Rosemary Nonny Knight
The Prosperity MInister
