I Find My Home In You

I seek peace

Respite for my soul

So much hurt

So much pain

I just want relief and solace and tranquility

It has been a tough few years

Returning to myself

Shedding the skin of the past

Still more to go

And through it all, you are my constant

I find my home in you.

I am done with performing

I am done with the show

All I want is to be myself

No matter what that looks like

I allowed the world to dictate too much

And it took its toll

And now I remember that I find my home in you

Without all the rules and dogma

Which does feel a little scary

Maybe a lot scary.

It is like feeling my way in darkness.

Trusting my heart again.

They told me my heart was deceitful

And I believed them and turned away from simplicity