Queens Are Adamant

For too long, you have been somewhat wimpy about the desires of your heart.

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You have caved under the demands of the people around you and very adamantly REFUSED to allow yourself the pleasure of the life you actually want to live.

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You called it ‘being loving’

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But something has felt off for a long time.

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And yet because you looked around you and saw other queens acting in this silly, weak manner, you assumed that you had to join them or else lose out on a good life, a good relationship, a good job or whatever.

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Except life does not feel all that good.

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It feels like you have to keep stifling yourself in order to maintain this life.

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And you feel drained.

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OF COURSE, YOU ARE DRAINED and your body is telling you.

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There is so much power inside of you that you are pushing, pushing, PUSHING DOWN!

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trying to keep everything going — EVERYTHING being things you do not even actively enjoy!