Some Days, I Want To Jump Right Out Of My Skin

Some days, it feels tough to be human.

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Some days, it feels hard to know all that I know about what is possible for me and to still feel like I am learning so very slowly.

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I speak to the Divine, I get some relief but within minutes, I am back feeling like I want to run, run, RUN from my own mind, my own body, my own skin.

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To forever live above the noise.

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Or is it beneath?

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Probably a weird mixture of both, deeper in and higher up.

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To strip off every layer of fear that cloaks me.

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To BE COMPLETELY free inside and out.

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Oh Divine, HEEEEELPPP! I scream within.

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Some days, I cry — loud sobbing wails as I seek to release the tension within me.

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Some days, I just laugh at the absurdity of being human when I know I am more, so much more…

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And in the laughter, I feel lighter as I again release the tension.