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You Do Not Need Their Understanding To Prosper.
There is something different about you.
And you hide it.
There are powerful emotions and desires within you.
And you hide them.
When you tried to explain yourself, no one understood and so you went underground.
You felt misunderstood.
You felt wrong for being the way you are.
And you even got convinced that the Divine would reject you, if you were truly ALL OF YOU!
You try to stifle your inner urges.
You try to look the same as everyone else around you.
You try to BE what you think others need you to be.
You want to be understood but you mistakenly think that you must change yourself in order to be understood.
But of course, it is flawed thinking because you will still not feel loved and understood because no one sees you.
Or maybe, you went the other way.
YOU DEMAND that they understand you by being your very MOST aggressive, rebellious self.
You are in their faces, demanding their attention, showing off your weirdnesses, making them uncomfortable, punishing them for rejecting you.